I deleted
all but one of my games today. I probably should have gotten rid of them all.
Cold Turkey worked for me when I quit smoking, but it never worked well with
games. Believe me, I’ve tried. The worst thing was that every time I went back,
I added more and more games.
Last month I
even paid to keep playing one game. That is after I swore I would never spend a
cent on games. I deleted that game as soon as I came to my senses.
I realize
there are worse things I could be doing. Like sitting and eating bonbons all
day while watching soap operas. Funny thing, I think there may only be one soap
opera left. Not that I watch them, mind you.
Games are an
addiction for me. Just like food. Oh, how I wish I was addicted to exercise,
but I’m not fond of pain. For me, exercise equals pain. Even a simple walk for
less than 10 minutes means I must turn around for fear I won’t make it home
again.
Back to the
games – or should I say back to writing? I have decided to fill the time I have
been wasting on games trying to write again. Those of you who know me the best,
know writing was always part of who I am. Not writing feels like I have lost
something precious.
I don’t know
how successful I will be. My problem isn’t writing something short like this
blog. No, the problem is getting words for a story or novel from my brain to
paper. I have been told this could be because of Parkinson’s Disease.
However, PD
can’t stop me from trying! Games be gone! Writing be back!!! Pray for me
friends. Pray I succeed. If I do, quite possibly, in a few months, I’ll be
trying to sell you my next story.


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